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Entries for November, 2003

October 31st, 2003

BOO!

Happy halloween, folks!

Mucho leftover candy at my place. No trick or treaters want to traipse this far out into the boonies, I guess.

Snickers, anyone?

While waiting for non-existent trick or treaters and watching scary movies, I worked on my blog layout. I had just figured out how to work blogger, too. Tabulas is so hard to write for that I'm thinking of going back to blogger.

The tags are different and that bugs me. I'm incompetent enough at html without things being different. Phah.

I wanted to go trick or treating tonight but no one would go. They're all "too old" or something. You're never too old for candy, na!

rurounibug ; 07:05 PM|fine, ignore me

October 31st, 2003

this halloween I am . . . .

Excuse for a quiz. XD Haven't seen this yet, but the art looks promising.


You are Midou Ban! You're sometimes too rude, but
you work hard to get what you want, or what you
deserve. Once you make friends with someone,
you wholly believe in their abilities, but that
doesn't stop you from being protective of those
you hold dear.


Get Backers Personality Quiz
brought to you by Quizilla

rurounibug ; 07:36 PM|fine, ignore me

November 2nd, 2003

kiss my html!!!

Whoo-hooo!!

Finally, na? The tabulas one was so ugly. Introducing wanderlust v.01--walk with me. ^^ Thats a map in the background. Can you tell? It looks like some kind of impressionistic art thing.

Gawd, I'm so proud. Will now put up links and stuff. ^^; Sorry if this was bumbling while any of you were trying to get in. Hope I can manage to get the tagboard in. Yah! Anyway. I'm open to a pat on the back. XD

But eh, if anyone knows how to make the black boxes a little transparent, tell me, please. =) Also if you know how to get rid of the space between date and entry title. Meh.

Tell me what you think? Sucky? not as sucky as last time? worse?

Er . . . please tell me it works.

rurounibug ; 12:33 PM|2 replies

November 2nd, 2003

Rainy days . . .

Too dark this weekend to do my photography hwork. I'm five rolls of film overdue! *huang* T.T

Lemez, the guestbook is my fic/pic site. *points at link to the left* the scattering.

People's blogs are so quiet. Are you all busy? I feel so life-less. Er . . . without a life. Heh. I spent my weekend tinkering with this. And chatting.

Ar . . . this be random noise.

rurounibug ; 04:15 PM|fine, ignore me

November 3rd, 2003

reps check

Ever since my Dad offered a ticket home for the holidays, I'm living in the future. I'm so excited about the trip it's pretty much overwhelmed my fear of flying. Well, at least I think it has. Might be a different song I'm singing when we actually take off. XD

I just so can't wait. Uchan, ntar curhat2an yaaaa~? (UT: curhat? pls dong ih. Kali gw mo tau isi hati lu. Cuih!)

Oop. Gotta go to work. More later. Just checking to see if anyone was sending html kudos. *gets kicked*

Emily: yeah, its that wiggle. Sometimes a bit too pornish for my taste, but then, sometimes porns a good thing. XD XD XD

rurounibug ; 08:02 AM|fine, ignore me

November 3rd, 2003

come for the ride--this is my pity party

Just fixing my blogclock. Daylight savings and all that, you know. ^^;
Yeah. Like I needed to make an entry just to say that. What a waste of server space. But hey, it's free, so rame2in aja kan? XD XD *kicked by tabulas*

Nyo~ I'm here to whine, but then I get here and forget what I've been mulling over the whole while I was lugging easels around. ^^;;

Late nights and music, when taken at the same time, always trigger the blues. I miss Jakarta so much. I probably say this every other entry. XD I miss the warm (please, winter, go away!!!) and the smell of hot dust floating over hot concrete. I miss teh botol (a brand of bottled tea XD) and malls every twenty meters. I miss people measuring in meters. If another damn art student asks me if something is a yard long, I'm gonna fucking explode. I know they're about the same, but damn, your system makes no sense. It scares me that I'm starting to say 'inches'. ><'

But that's a different rant, na?

Last night I missed you so much, Jakarta. You and your dirty smelling market places and every high school moment I missed out on by being in boarding school.

Last night I missed Die and the comfortable way we're friends. Missed UT and the bullshit we torment each other with.

I don't want to go home and find things are different. I want people to be the same as they were when I left, even if I'm not. I want UTchan to still remember me. I want this year and a half away to be a piece of time out of time, moving on while everyone else stays the same.

If you change, I have no place to call home, Jakarta. This is the first time I'll be coming home to the folk's new house instead of our childhood home. It makes me sad.

I miss the freinds I never said goodbye to and never kept in touch with. Rikun and Papi and Ari probably thought they'd see me in the new semester. I thought so, too. The decision to stay here was purely on the fly. I'm not a planner. I never will be. I muck about in indecision then do what takes the least effort. (I was here already, visiting) I wanted to eventually come here to study anyway. It seemed dumb to go home.

And hey, I was bored. This blog is aptly named.

But what I wouldn' t do to have one old friend around. Close enough to see, to touch. An arm's length away, instead of an email or long distance call.

Utchan, I'd never say it to your face (or write it where you could read it) but I miss you to death. I wish we were drinking coffee on my living room floor and playing cards again.

I kow I never call, never write, never keep in touch. I think about you guys all the time. Okay, sometimes, but when I do, I mean it, damn it!

Fear my melodrama!!

This is me, moping. Smack at will. XD XD

Hey, home, be there when I get back, na?

rurounibug ; 01:09 PM|fine, ignore me

November 3rd, 2003

awesomeness!!

Thanks, Ephi!! Apparently you can only see this in iexplorer, but hot damn! My comp prog major friend told me I needed java to do it. Hah!

Thanks for passing on your skillz, Ephi-sensei!! *bows*

You can tell the background is a map now, right? Right?

rurounibug ; 01:28 PM|2 replies

November 3rd, 2003

what we need is a quiz to celebrate!

celebrate what? why, the transparent-ness of my boxes as viewable in iexplorer!!

What does YOUR Life revolve around?

Quiz by Sarah Chow
AHHH!!! You're so happy!! ^__^
Well most of the time. =] You're always having a blast - fun in the sun (whether the sun is shining or not) in any situation. And you manage to keep it on such a real level too... =] You're the sunshine of the group! You live life to the max.


Yeah. You read right. Sunshine. Could I be anymore sunshinier? *stands to obscure earlier whining/sob fest*

rurounibug ; 01:46 PM|fine, ignore me

November 3rd, 2003

myeh~

Am I here too much today or what? XD *points at tagboard* heheh. *cheesy superior look; gets kicked* Thanks spaklez. XD As I said, I was helped greatly by several people. Html is my nemesis.

As for the rest of you. Those who didn't stoke my ego; here's original fic dribblige. Comments are more than welcome. It's un-re-read, un-edited, un-etc-ed. It is a cheap bid for attention. ^^;;

rurounibug ; 10:08 PM|fine, ignore me

November 4th, 2003

ahoy!

I'm at school all day. I forgot money for food, and oh yeah, I don't have comp textbook either. >< I a, however, the proud owner of four overdue comp graph projects adn five rolls of overdue film for photo. Its all due next week if I want a grade. *dies*

To make all better, the weather's been so overcast that I cant get enought light to take the high-speed stopped motiion pics I need. And I can't move on to the next project until I finish this one.

I am so goddman screwed. How's your academic life?

B: whats that?
jkun: vcr
B: oh. I thought you were so addicted to your castlevania that you were bringing your ps to school
jkun: heheh. *unzips bag* I need the vcr to hook it up.
jkun: this is what I do the whole time I'm working.

And they pick on me for being a slackass because I occasionally draw at work. ^^

B: Shiny! Can I play?
jkun: I though you were photo-ing?
B: eh. later. *outside, darkness get darker*

This is why nothing I was going to do yesterday is done. XD XD

Oh yeah, read my original fic dribblage

rurounibug ; 09:15 AM|fine, ignore me

November 6th, 2003

quizzes

yanked from ephi's:



Morning, Noon, or Night?

from the same site:



What Type of Boy Are You?

>< I tried several different answer combos. I keep getting this answer. Eh, how are these stupid questoins weighted?

rurounibug ; 09:59 AM|fine, ignore me

November 9th, 2003

Hello, panic

Apparently my fic snippet illicited no interest. Gar. *kicks*

Mom's gone back to Indo. I am now officially on my own. A stranger in a strange land XD. Yah! Ototou's no use at all.

Ototou: I'm hungry. *keeps playing video games*
Ototou: So hungry. *changes games, keeps playing*
Ototou: Damn, I'm hungry. *keeps playing.

And yeah, I can't cook. Tonight's dinner confirmed that. *drowns it in soy sauce* Send us food. ^^;;

rurounibug ; 08:47 PM|fine, ignore me

November 12th, 2003

. . . ack!!!

Hello, silent people. XD

Campus is one big . . . egh. I thought giving people my IM would be neat. Someone smack me. I have never had a dumber idea in my life. Gawd.

Good gawd.

rurounibug ; 08:00 PM|fine, ignore me

November 13th, 2003

yippeh!

Peh. Some retard on IM keeps Iming me and telling me shit I'd realy rather not hear. Arg! If you call me 'cutie' onemoe time I'm poking your eyes out with graphite sticks. 2HB, for guaranteed stabbage. >( >(

Harhar. Screw stupid IMs and stupid people. ^^V

Seems this month is bart-love-life-drama month. Somone I really like just asked me out. Unless I find out it was a fake/worm/virus/prank email. ><;

*sigh*

Now I have to think about what to do/say.

Gar.

rurounibug ; 10:24 AM|fine, ignore me

November 16th, 2003

Winter . . . bleagh!!!

Snow on Thursday. Almost-didn't-make-it-home snow. The day started with hig-wind warnings con possibility of snow. But by noon it was coming down like all get out. The whole time I was working, I kept watching out the window, thinking Holyyy shiittt . . . .

Holy shitness just got worse. >< We had to duck from car to car getting cross the parking lot because the you couldn't breathe in the wind. Agh. Twenty miles an hour on the way home, with a visibility of maybe five meters, maybe less. Occasional white outs.

Four accidents on the bottom half on our hill. We got stuck on the ice going up. The whole hill, my freind, was ice. The triple A were a bunch of unhelpfull bastards.

Thank God I played so much V8 on PSone. Heee~h. d^^b

Anyway, by the time we inched painfully and kind of hazardously up the hill and in our door, we found . . . a blackout. Whoo-hoo! T.T No power till late the next day. So . . . fuckin' . . . cold.

Anyway, its an excuse for not answering IMs. Or emails. ><' Arg. *stabstabstab*

rurounibug ; 03:13 PM|fine, ignore me

November 16th, 2003

lights, camera . . .

Someone please tell me why my self timer won't work? Apparently the Nikon F100 has mucho issues with turning the timer off, but I seem to be teh only unable to turn it on. Fukin' thing. I also forgot to jot down my fstops for the Depth of Field assigment. heheh.

Now how the hell am I supposed to do my self portraint assigment without a timer or cable release. (cable release for F100=mucho costly. no can afford.) I see an 'F' looming.

Unless I just take a lot of pics of me in the mirror. harhar.

rurounibug ; 04:24 PM|fine, ignore me

November 16th, 2003

note to self

fictionPress for original fiction. Sister site to FFnet, I suppose. XD

rurounibug ; 04:48 PM|fine, ignore me

November 17th, 2003

noisesome

Working in the art room with Ksan . . . we started laughing about some story Ksan was telling . . . when the teacher said "I'm having trouble typing." We thought she had comp trouble, but she meant it was because we were so loud. XD XD We're too dumb to understand the gentle polite messge to shut up. harhar.

Now for the weather update: Its foggy outside. Spooky movie foggy. This is good because I can drive slow and no one will honk their horns and cuss at me. =)

*sigh* Since Mom went home the house is so quiet. Ototou is always plugged into his cdman so theres no one to talk to but the dog. pI'm Plus he's pissing me off because he doesn't help take care of things at home. He only does dishes, and I have to yell before he does that. He doesn't get out of bed until I wake him up. So if I oversleep, he does too, because no ones telling him 'get up'. He leaves junk all over the floor and if theres something that needs doing, he always says 'I'm trying to work on this painting/drawing/homework' or 'I'm trying to finish this thing.'

Arg! I have homework and work to do, too, you ade brengsek! He's so irresponsible, and its because he was always dimanja at home.

Speaking of which, we need to do laundry. Gah! I have no clean clothes. -.-' And guess who didn't sort laundry/expects me to do it? Gar! This is what the parents promised me would not happen.

Heh. Dasar. I want to smack that brat . . . . Kalo diomelin . . . malah bete. Ngga ngerti orang laen bete ngurusin dia. Huee~rr. Kalo mo idup mandiri free of ortu, jangan kaya anak kecil gitu ding, apa2 mesti diurusin. masa gwe masak, nyuci, vacuum, an everything else? Gwe dah kaya Kenshin aja level ngebabu at home. Grrrr~ Lo tuh bukan anak kecil lagi! Sadar dong! Lakukanlah sesuatu yg perlu diselesaikan tamap perlu disuruh. An kalo emang disuruh jgn ngedumel gitulah! Kalo bukan kita yg kerjain, siapa lagi? Orang di rumah itu cuma kita berdua, kan? Arg! *tendang ade*

Pokoknya gwe BETE!! Gwe ngga kuat deh ngerusin semua hal dari tagihan telp/listrik/dll sampe nyiapin sampah an nyuci baju. Setress gwe . . . ortu gwe ngasih beban yg gwe ngga bisa tanggung lama2 neh. T.T Ngerti'in dong, gwe seminggu ini sama sekali belon ngerjain tugas apa2, cuma ngurusin masalah rumah an mobil an makan doang. Sedangkan dia, urusan gwe kaya ngga ada pentingnya aja. Liat aja kalo gwe sampe dapet 'F', muka lo gwe bejek2 sampe ngga bisa dikenalin, dasar manusia ngga tau diri.

Heh. Omelan gwe udah kaya mami2 aja neh. ^^;;

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So anyway . . . yeah! finished depth of Field assigment. Huzzah! Maybe theres hope yet, na!!

rurounibug ; 01:12 PM|fine, ignore me

November 18th, 2003

excerpt from an email:

BOSTON, Nov. 18 — Massachusetts’ Supreme Judicial Court on Tuesday
opened the door for marriage licenses to be issued to same-sex couples,
ruling that the state may not deny them licenses.

[...]

d^^b

rurounibug ; 01:42 PM|fine, ignore me

November 20th, 2003

garg

I still have that awkward email in my inbox. I'm telling The Person that I haven't opened my mail every time a hint is dropped about e-post I may or may not have received. My line is that I'm hiding from the Smelly One who sends weird IMs. Thats also my excuse for not signing into YIM with my RL-people-nick.

Really it's because I know The Person will have the guts to say things there that would never get said face to face. We're gutless, spineless shits. ^^ I know theres tension there, but all we do is banter, banter, banter.

Heheh. I am the most spineless of the shits. If I don't know how to deal with something . . . I ignore it till it fixes itself.

Hey, it worked with my scanner. XD

rurounibug ; 07:24 PM|fine, ignore me

November 20th, 2003

*click**click* Yay!

Heh. As soon as I set my camera to 'C' mode, it started to take self timer pics. Could it be that the clock pic isn't the clock function? Apparently the clock pic freezes the film so that you take multiple exposures. Or at least it does now. I could swear it wasn't doing that the other day. ><'

Why? Why would they do that? Gawd Nikon, you stupid bastards.

Anyway, 2 assigments down! 4 to go. Whoo-hooo!! Or is it 3? Hmm. Gotta check that.

But yeah, Whoo-hoo! I see a light at the end of the tunnel.

Lemez: Maybe I should sacrifice something to the gods of reverse funtioning camera icons. ^^;;

rurounibug ; 08:57 PM|fine, ignore me

November 22nd, 2003

wild beasts of darkness lurking in the shadows

Theres something scritching upstairs. @.@ The cat is outside and the dog is here, and something is scritching and scratching upstairs.

Every so often I heard it or something like it as I sat watching TV downstairs in the living room, a scratching, scampering, footsteppy noise would come from the corner of the room above.

Today was bright and warm so I opened the door to air out the hall, and now theres something scratching and scritching in Ototou's room.

It might be the same scritcher and scratcher or maybe our house is just overrun. In any case . . . .

Ototou: Come with me dude, it's that sound again.
B: I'm not going up there.

rurounibug ; 09:47 PM|2 replies

November 22nd, 2003

i know you all hate quizzes--i just don't care

this snatched from lady gackt's place:


Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

rurounibug ; 11:57 PM|fine, ignore me

November 23rd, 2003

hello out there in HBO land

One more episode of Carnivale to go and I still have to idea what the hell is going on. -.-'

I just spent mucho money on Amazon. Bought stuff I've wanted for a while . . . but feel so damn guilty. I hate spending money. Hate it. I like having it, looking at it . . . . Ah, money! $__$ Hehehe~

Lemez: Yugi-Oh no Jounouchi ka? Kalo di Ingglis-version his name is Joey Wheeler. How dumb. Harlem Beat's Naruse is called Nate Torres. I hate when people change the cha's names. *random ot rant* XP

Emily: Oddly, I did come into possesion of my Granma's fortune telling cards. They're not tarot, and they're eeily well-worn. Apparently they worked spot-on for her. Maybe they're attracting . . . things. *peers suspiciously u p the stairs*

Ototou: I'm sleeping on the couch. Can't sleep . . . thing will eat me.
B: Ah, peace at last.
Ototou: T.T

When I go back, I'm leaving him there. Today he told me that the house smelling like socks isn't necessarily a bad thing. Actually, it smells like socks and wet dog. ^^

I find the whole set-up unfair because while I have to take care of Ototou, my Abang never had to look out for me.

Abang: Lend me stuff
B: no
Abang: *wallops*
B: Itaa~

rurounibug ; 08:32 PM|fine, ignore me

November 23rd, 2003

saiyuki fanfiction

I think I should write some. HakkaiXGojyo ones. I notice a definite shortage of HakkaixGojyo ones.

And by the way, I rec this fic: a moment of closure by Sleep_Not

rurounibug ; 09:05 PM|fine, ignore me

November 23rd, 2003

going home

I miss the rain. It sounds like golfballs being dropped on your roof, it comes down so heavy. It hits the ground so hard that sometimes its all you can hear between the peals of thunder. So loud you have to yell to be heard. It stops the traffic dead in its tracks and makes the tropical weather seem chilly so that all you want to do it sleep and listen to it drumming on the roof above you.

I miss the rain.

rurounibug ; 10:42 PM|fine, ignore me

November 24th, 2003

I should be doing work

Lemez kaya Hakkai aja, ga demen ujan gara2 bad memories. XD

Because last night I stayed up reading saiyuki fics, I have saiyuki on the brain today. This morning I half-woke up dreaming a fanfic dream. (fandream?) Hohohoh~ ><'

Tapi kenapa pairingnya mest Gojyo ama Sanzo ya? Gwe kan lebih seneng hakkai ama gojyo. Bete, mimpi gwe aja kaga dukung fav-an gwe. T.T

I shouldn't be chattering here. I should be developing film, since 'tis all due tomorrow. Garg.

rurounibug ; 12:19 PM|1 replies

November 26th, 2003

cihuuy!

Finally done with my photography. ><' The teacher is so pissed at us late assigment people. Heheh. But at least it's done now. XD

I was supposed to take the car to the garage today because it sounds funny and it bounces, but I think I'll wait till after thanksgiving. I have to go shopping today for turkey and stuff. *whoo-hoos* So maybe on Friday, if they're open, I can take it down. Please last that long, mobilku! *kisses dashboard*

No more school til Monday! Yippeh!!

rurounibug ; 09:08 AM|fine, ignore me

November 28th, 2003

turkey

Managed to cook a turkey yesterday. Without burning anything down/up. XD XD Also managed to make gravy from scratch, and make decent rice. Whoo-hoo! I feel like an iron chef. Insanely pleased with ourselves, me and ototou ate ourselves silly, then polished off nearly a whole bottle of wine. XD XD XD. hauhauhau~

I feel like such a grown up. A turkey-cooking grown up. So glad I didn't take anyone up on their 'come over for turkey' offers, because then I wouldn't be able to peer in at my leftovers and think "I cooked that, without destroying the house. XD"

Plug: New link to aoki. =)

rurounibug ; 02:32 PM|fine, ignore me

November 28th, 2003

quiz thing--opinions you don't care about

stole this quiz from lainie. XD


What do you wish was your name?
eh, I'm pretty happy. =)

What song seems to reflect you the most?
Different ones, for different reasons. Not sure right now. John Rzesnick's "I'm still here" is good, plus, you know, it's from a Disney cartoon. d^^b

If you had to have a picture be your symbol, what would it be and why?
a chameleon. Yeah.

What would you title the movie or soundtrack of your life?
wanderlust. heheh. *gets kicked* I haven't live my whoel life yet, so how do I know what this movie would be about? How would I know what to call it?

What are you most dissapointed with so far?
People. XD And why the hell I'm 5'3" when my abang is near 6'. S'not fair. That and that I'll never play in the World Cup.

What is a major turn on?
A good, mean sense of humor. And prettyness, of course. Heheh.

What confuses you the most about life?
Really. What doesn't? I have no idea what going on most of the time.

Which matters more, people's words or actions?Why?
Both matter more at different times. An Indo proverb says "your tongue is your tiger". Word reflect thoughts, so if you say something cruel, you can't ever really take it back because now that person knows that soemwhere deep down you think/thought that. Not that you can't lie or say things you don't mean. As for actions, you must really believe soemthing to act on it, though you can make empty gestures, too.

I'm sticking with 'it depends'.

Does love really make the world go round? Is love present in today's world?
No. It's important, but its not the be-all and end-all of everything.

If you were on a stranded island who would you be with and why?
Gilligan. XD

Do you believe in Internet relationships?
Not really. Online you can be whatever/whoever you want. A lot of onliners act. So do a lot of RL people, of course, but you can gauge someone better once you've met them.

I do believe in internet freindships, however.

Would you rather be told in person, phone, e-mail or some other way that you wanted to break up?
e-mail or mail, I guess. It'd give me time to form a 'battle plan' before I had to talk to them in person.

What is your biggest fear?
dead animals. they freak me out.

Would you ever meet anyone off of the Internet?
sure. with due caution, of course.

Do you believe in Love at first site?
is this some sort of pun? Er, no. What can you really know about someone before you ever even talk to them?

Do you wish that you could make your dreams come true?
If I didn't want them to be true, I wouldn't bother dreaming them.

Do you believe that they will come true?
Some of them, though I doubt I'll ever be a rock star. And I've pretty much given up on the afore-mentioned World Cup dream.

Have you ever written a poem? *If so share it please*
Yes. Hell, no. Respectively.

How are you feeling right now?
Kinda bored and sleepy. Wanna entertain me?

Can you not wait to talk to the person...even write notes knowing that the person will never see them just because you want to talk to them so bad?
No. I doubt I'd be that silly about people.

When you get married do you want it outdoors or inside a church?
I'm not getting married. But if I was . . . indoors. It might rain, you know?

What cologne or perfume do you best like on a guy/girl?
Heh. I don't know the names of colognes. Anything that doesn't make me sneeze would be okay.

What is your biggest dream that you want to come true? *Truthfully*
Rock star. World Cup. *point at previous entries* I'm five-three with no musical talent whatsoever. XD

Name some people that mean so much to you that you wouldn't know what to do if you lost them?
My family. I guess. Utchan, and Diekun. Ah, and Jkun. *grin* I wouldn't know how to deal with this American life without Jkun to be snarky and mean to people with.

do you type really fast?
medium fast.

does it annoy people who are around you (like in the library)?
Not that I know of.

do you/did you like high school?
I liked the indonesian portion. Only got through the Australian portion of it because I knew when it would end. Thank god that's over. Fuckin' Australia. gaaaaaaarr~

how old are you?
21. Gawd. I can't believe it. I've said before, I feel 12. I'm way dumber than your average 21. XD XD

do you know anyone who has the same birthday as you?
I'm the only one born on my day.

what word do you constantly misspell when typing?
anytime I have to type 'ing' I write 'ign' Every damn time.

do you have trees in your yard?
Yes. Too damn many trees.

name one director you hate and tell why.
Hell, I dunno. I don't pay attention.

tell me about the weirdest pair of socks you own
stripey purple/green/black/someother-color-or-two ones with seperate toes. Someone gave them to me to be funny. They're hell uncomfortable. Like four foot-wedgies per sock.

if you woke up tomorrow morning as the opposite sex, what would you do first?
have coffee.

ever finished reading a complete set of encyclopedia?
the sesame street kid's encyclopedia. yeah.

do you tan or burn easily?
I tan good. And fast. And I burn okay, I guess.

if you could make one celebrity magically disappear, who would it be?
that blonde girl on CSI miami. The cheerleader one with the 'southern' accent. I wish they'd get rid of her character. She so sucks. (lainie sais: G bush. I agree, but he ain't 'fab' enough to be a celeb."

how is life treating you?
Hmmm. Myeh. What can I say?

do people like you?
How the hell do I know? They act like they do. Deep down they might find me the world's most annoying git.

what do you think it is that makes the "popular" people popular?
Looks and money.

are you going to live forever or die soon?
Aku mau hidup seribu taun lagi. *gets kicked* Live forever.

how fast can you run?
I can scarper pretty well.

have you ever taught a little kid a curse word?
Hohoho. Yes.

if so which one was it?
crap and goddamn. Maybe a couple others.

do you think little boys are horrendously ill behaved?
it depends on their parents, I think. Most kids are little snots, even little girls. Actually, I find the little lasses far snottier than the little guys.

have you ever thrown anything at a moving car? if so, what?
fruit

what do you say when you stub your toe off of the corner of the coffee table?
Goddamn fuckin' table, probably. Followed by whining about my poor fuckin' toe. I'm a potty mouth. ^^

what's the highest thing you've ever jumped off of and landed unharmed?
Maybe the fence of our old house. Not sure.

ever had a hot teacher?
None I personally thought were hot.

if yes, did you flirt with him/her?
No. Read above answer.

have you ever egged somebody's house?
i've egged people. *grin*

has someone ever egged yours?
no.

have you ever worked in a supermarket?
nope.

how about a restaurant?
and nope.

if yes, do you agree with me when i say that those are the two worst establishments to work in?
I think it would depend on the particular supermarket/restaurant.

what's your opinion of the u.s. retaliation in afghanistan?
immoral. inhumane. I could go on.

do you get uneasy when you see a person of a different color than you walking down the same street as you in the middle of the night?
I'd be uneasy about running into anyone in the dead of night.

if yes, do you think that makes you racist?
My mongrel self can't afford to be racist.

are you a vegetarian?
No. I love cheeseburgers.

how about vegan?
No. I love cheeseburgers.

have you ever given up a certain type of food? if so, what was it and why did you do it?
Ikan teri. Because I realized that when you eat those tiny fish . . . you're eating them brain, head, eyes, guts, and all. Gross.

spit out a random song lyric for me. make sure you tell me the name of the song and who sings it!
Even though we look up to different skies now,
See? I can walk on my own . . .
karenai hana, from the end theme to FMP, Shimokawa Mikuni.
I just like that bit. It's sad. T.T

what movie could you watch a million times and never get tired of?
None. I bore easily.

what movie have you watched a million times, and you still laugh at the jokes?
I haven't seen any movie more than a few times. I bore easily.

have you ever hugged a stuffed animal or pillow and pretended that it was your significant other, or someone you had a crush on, and then someone caught you talking to it, and stroking its soft, fuzzy fur, and laughed at you and told the whole school?
Can't say I have.

has anyone ever called you a bitch?
hah. yeah.

has anyone ever called you an asshole?
yes.

are you a bitch/asshole?
Probably both.

what's your religion?
officially, protestant. really, none.

do you try to force it on other people?
when people get all god-ish on me, I smack them down with the incongruity of religious ho-hah and science. I figure when you find the Truth (it's out there XD) it'll make sense, no loopholes.

do you knock on people's doors at 7 a.m. on saturdays, trying to give them a pamphlet and tell them about the lord, or ask random people at the mall if they’ve been saved, yet you think that doesn’t count as forcing religion, you son of a bitch?
Am I ever up at 7AM? Let alone dressed and out and about? I don't think so.

have you ever been flipping channels late at night and caught a glimpse of some porn on skinemax?
HBO has a thing I've stumbled unto a couple times. It pretends to be about sex, but really, its just pornish.

if so, did you watch it? don't say no, i know you did
For a bit. Why wouldn't I?

what's the code word or phrase you and your friends use for the word SEX?
code? we don't have one. phrase? don't have one.

what is the one thing in the world that just looking at it makes you vomit, or come close to it?
dead animals make me want to run. I'm not very pukish.

when other people vomit, does it make you sick?
No.

what are you wearing right now?
jeans, Tshirt, an old sweater of abang's from . . . 5th grade? T.T good gawd man.

have you run away from home before?
I've wanted to, but it didn't make sense to. I decided to mooch off these annoying people till I got a job, then dissapear. I was that kind of kid.

what’s the weirdest thing you’ve lived next to?
dutch people

tell me something I don’t know
the 100th smurf is a reflection of vanity smurf that came to life.

This question has two versions. For guys: Your wife is in labor with your first child, but it has come to the point where it is dangerous for them both to live and you have to choose which one to save. Who would it be? For girls: Who would you have him choose?
I'd save her. I aint raising that thing alone. ><' Besides, I don't even like kids terribly. If we were having one, it was probably
her idea.

Seriously, though, her. If it came to that point, jr's chances probably aren't the best anyway. Go for the one with the better chance of survival.

rurounibug ; 04:23 PM|2 replies

November 29th, 2003

names and layouts

I'm thinking of renaming my site. it's name sucks. I'll leave the url because I don't feel like moving stuff, but the title need to be changed. I'm thinking 'scattered light'. What do you think? It needs 'scatter' because it's in the url. It needs to make sense. And not be too cheesy.

Eh, I'm also working on a new layout for this blog. An original art layout. And by 'working on' I mean 'thinking about making'.

Also:
Plug: Link to lainie added. She's funny. XD
and Re-plug because it was under the quiz: aoki

*sigh* The iyf gathering mini-con is over new years, so I don't think I can go. My family does family-stuff. It's wajib. ><'

And I can't see this happening:
B: Dad, I can't do the family thing this new years.
Dad: Why the fuck did I bother flying your sorry ass over here then?
B: Eh
Dad: Don't 'eh' me. What could you possibly have to do thats more important than family? If you ever need people to help you out (blah blah) family (blah blah) no one else you can count on (blah blah) ever in trouble (blah blah) thicker than water (blah blah blah) So *what* could you possibly be doing thats more important than that?
B: Going to a beach to celebrate gay japanese animation.

><'

Not that my dad would say 'fuck'. or 'sorry ass'. But you get the gist.

rurounibug ; 02:06 PM|3 replies

November 29th, 2003

anme writers' group plug

This is a group thats pretty new but real busy. Its for anime fanfiction writers who want critisisms/suggestions/help or like to give critisisms etc. XD

You may be asked for a link to a story you've written, if the mod doesn't recognise your nick--which is kinda a clue to the mood of this group. Not that theres anything bad about it, I'm just bad at flogging stuff. ^^;; Its a really great groups for people who are serious abotu their fanfiction. Most chatter is restricted to writing topics (no social blahs) because apparently YGroups has limited space, and because stories people want comments on get pushed down the list too fast. Or something.

Gee I hope I made that sound appealing. It's a great group, really. Or I wouldn't be plugging it. XD XD

rurounibug ; 02:26 PM|fine, ignore me

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